I need to explain what happened with me yesterday, and why I blew up at nothing. I am not mad at anybody or sore about the bug thing.
I'm pretty sure Xhin, chief, and LLight know about this, but I don't know about the rest of you. I have a legitmate mental disability that effects my emotions. It causes me to feel intense emotions for no reason. Mostly, it's fear, anger, or sadness. Normally, I have a pill I can take that will cancel out the emotion within an hour, but unfortunatly, I am unable to afford my perscription right now.
Yesterday, I was dealing with sadness. Seeing the Mafia (rightfully) gloating started to agrivate the condition. When I saw about the bug, I legit did feel cheated, but what should have been minor dissapointed instead exploded into a fullfledged anxioty attack. I realized this after posting that reply, and immidiatly left GT to avoid doing anything else. Without my medicine, I had to wait out te attack. I actually lay on my bed for an hour weeping. I ended up being awake until 3:00 in the morning.
Today, I am still feeling sad,but have control of myself. I don't think participating in another game would be a good idea at this time, but I plan to observe the next game from the Mafia side, to gain some experience.
I want to apologize to Yeano, Chiefsonny, and the other members of the Mafia for blindly attacking like that.
Lastly, I want to remind Xhin that I still can see Yeano's tool page. Your blocker doesn't work.
"Feral... I'll accept your apology, but I don't honestly think you need to apologize."
I agree with this. It's a game and I understand you getting caught up in it.
To be very honest, while I hated what I had to do in the last rounds of the game, but I knew that I had to keep the heat up on you and Knux. You suspected me and Knux was really on the top of his game this time and recognized early I was playing a different way. Had to keep up the heat.
Thanks, Yeano, but it will be easier to use MobileGT.
Admins using MGT and playing should keep in mind that The names of "last replyers" are NOT hidden, which means those who reply to role threads are exposed. So be extremely careful while in the Mafia forum index.
Admins using MGT and playing should keep in mind that The names of "last replyers" are NOT hidden, which means those who reply to role threads are exposed. So be extremely careful while in the Mafia forum index.
Thanks, I need to add that to the list. Mobile GTX0 will be fully fixed and ready for launch tomorrow (would be tonight but I'm completely beat)
Feral, what I have added is that you can use "?..?" for newlines. If your phone is like mine then pressing enter just gets you out of the textbox.
It takes courage and guts to apologize this way. I'm sorry you feel like you have to sit out the next game--we'll miss having you--but if you feel that's best, I'm cool with it. Glad you're feeling a bit better today. :)
